i have alot of things tat keep in my heart..
i dunno wat to do..
feel so fan..

wan to update my blog but dunno wat to write. =.= who will always be by my side?

today didn work! wooo.. in the morning wake up n i was late! no time le.. coz too tired n overslept. =p lol faster go prepare n go to the bus stop meet my 2 cousins n joojoo.. we going to town for Klunch. so long didn sing le.. after tat afternoon around 2 plus we go ion have our ice-cream buffet. woooo~ some ice-cream fav is damn nice lor.. ^^ i love the "rock melon ice-cream" nice nice..

after finish eating, jean going off to meet his bf n we headed to far east coz i wanna buy perfume. buy a "Guess" perfume.. wooo i think the smell is quite nice la. coz i also dunno which 1 nice. jus dun too strong until i will faint can liao.. LOL after tat we all go back home.. wat a tiring day for us.. all of us jus seat in the bus all fall asleep~

xi & me


jean & xi


me & joojoo

have been a very busy week for my family.. yesterday was my dad 100days n early in the morning wake up to pray le.. n all my relative come to my house. my da yi, eri yi n my xiao yi early in the morning n help out. so long didn have a gathering wif cousins. jus nice had some tok n chat wif my cousins.. =)

start from tml my house will be very dirty n noisy~ coz our kitchen going renovate. n of coz the store room too. so, all the kitchen things n store room things ALL move in our room.. i have take some pic.. lol we all very hardworking move all the things out to our room n of coz throw away alot of things too.. n nw my room look like store room.. =.=

see, tat is how my room look nw.. =.= so messy









* I start to think tat no1 really care me or understand how i feel.. i've been very very upset about it. n also thinking i am wat kind of person. a person tat ppl love, like? or dislike.. maybe i shouldnt think so much jus be myself n stay happy dun worry too much~

haiz.. today had a very sad news.. my boss came n tok to us 1 by 1.. n he told me tat he still give me a chance to improve myself coz of the subject tat i cant cope.

=.= n give me 1 more mth probation. wth.. n my cousin n the other teacher get the cmf letter for them to sign. means tat i get "fire", jus tat he give me 1 more mth. but nvm.. i think i gonna find other job le n when i found it, i will quit!

i also not happy working there jus 1 thing happy coz working wif my cousin. i also thought of go learn something so tat i can do my own business but fail lor. i really dunno how sia. really been a hard time for me tis few mths. really really very tiring n unhappy.

sometimes it tell myself have to be strong but i cant.. pass few weeks i guess cry afew times per week ba.. very very xin ku n tired.. also miss my dad very much. i hate my life nw... i jus hope tat i can find a job or work happily. i plan to go learn yoga or dance or others tat i interested in to make me relax n dun too stress. =.=

wooooo~ tis week working very slack coz they having holiday so all go n ply.. =) nth much also.. n i can do my things, chat or eat! haha i plan everyday while going da bao food for lunch also go buy some fruits to eat. ^^ gd idea right.. muahahaha then also everyday drink lots of water. jus buy a water bottle for work de.

n last tue i jus recieve my bday present which dear give me de.. hehe i got ds to ply liao.. woooo~ i choose a black colour DS. actually wanna get red but the red is very dull n not so nice. zzz so i get black.

my hp dunno wat happen! no sound at all.. zzz but still can use it jus no sound. maybe have to go repair le.. =( haiz.. late liao going to slp.. nite nite!

Happy Birthday Agnes!

yesterday evening meet my frens for dinner cum celebrate agnes bday. =) go to "re ben chun" eat n after tat go to Halo Bar. reach there no room le.. so we all waiting outside. n dunno till wat time finally got place le.. but is at living room. no choice shui bian lor..

then as normal lor chat, drink, sing.. lol but me very guai didn drink.. =p jus tat agnes suddenly ask me to pei her drink. coz her bday.. then ok lor she say half half.. then feel very sian n go ply photohunt wif my fren. =)

then around 12plus my other fren buy a bday cake for her. n sing bday song for agnes n ph.. coz ph is next week. but they next week going genting.. but tis time lucky didn drink until very drunk. then after tat plan n discuss who sit whose car lor.. after tat b4 going, i wish ph happy bday n he ask for a kiss.. =.= think he drunk liao.. lol but of coz didn give la. if not i will be dead. LOL

reach home around 3am le.. so tired n sleepy~ then prepare n go slp..